Desesperacion

Siento que he perdido mi mejor amigo. Bueno, mas bien, lo tengo, pero he perdido confianza en el. Mucha confianza. Era mi mejor amigo e contaba todo a el pero ahora no lo quiero contar tanto, para que no se canse de mi y para que no se vaya.
Creo que me he traumado un buen. No se que hacer. Me siento sin poder. Parece como un relacion danoso, pero no quiero causar mas conflicto porque con trabajo e conseguido que el me hable. Que manera de vivir es esto? No me imagino una vida sin tristeza o ansiedad.

Traffic in Mexico

Sometimes I feel helpless.
It's about 3/4 into the year, and Mexico has already surpassed the number of deaths related to drug violence that occurred in 2007. I wanted to create a petition to lobby for change, but then the question is: Who do I direct this to? The government has at times less power than drug cartels. And the Mexican police is a joke. How do you negotiate with drug traffickers whose main form of communication is violence?
This is the main reason I refuse to engage in recreational drugs. I refuse to support an industry where people are terrorized, kidnapped and killed just so some rich white kids can get high.

He looks a bit disappointed he's not able to fly.